always.

Friday, October 31, 2008

(start from the left:
1 row (boys):ali,iqbal,solehin,qhay,asyraf and amri
2 row(girl):arifah,fadilah,idayu,shasha,hidayah,diniy,me and hidayu

heloo people!!
introducing my new husband!
nick jonas!!!!
sorrie ass partner...
this is my husband ok!
just came back from tanglin sec
what the happen(hell) seh
my brother school was like so....
scary,dark and damn big =.=
my school more better :)
NEW TOWN ROCKS!!!
whooooohuuuhuhuuuh
.................
ltr want to go eat ice-kacang...
which i been craving for :D
hehehehs
till here then
(i'll upload more picture later)

love
uLfaH

i waited and waited for you
but you were just beside me
hesitating to ask me the question...

Thursday, October 30, 2008

yo human and aliens!
today went out to jurong entertainment
wat the happen man!
it was like close down -.-
stoopid jurong
wanted to watch movie but in the end never
*sigh*
meet
iqbal,asyraf,qhay and hanafi..
and straight away went to imm
we girls eat long john silver
while the boys go dunno where
after we ate
went shopping :)
we were like crazy women
cuz we laugh like one crazy girl...
it was so fun man...
get to see him for a while..
but he went home cuz he nid to go sumwhere
=.=
i will miss him seh :'(
noooo!!!!!!!
why i have this stoopid feeling >: (
if only i dun have this feeling
and i noe i will be ok...
i think i will let him go slowly..
but when everytime when i see him,i will be happy
as if as he fill my heart completely
but i know somedays he will leave me and like somebody else
i know that there is no such thing as
FOREVER...
aniway:)
i really enjoy my day today man!!!!
love this song...
must listen lerh :)

~till here~

love
uLfaH

Why do I love you
Don't even want to
Why do I love you like I do
Like I always do
You should've told me
Why did you have to be untrue
Why do I love you like I do

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

:)
hello people..
*sight*
took about 3 hours todo this stoopid blogskins..
all this while i've being all the things wrong
seems like luck is not beside me:'(
i must know that i have to face all these challenges
which have been done by god..
he is testing me..
can i control all this things that had happen to me before?
can i overcome my feelings?
maybe in future i will have a good and better life
just have to be patience with life..
i'll be ok:)
i know i will! :D

love
uLfaH

If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

I DUN LIKE HER!
SHE'S A BITCH >:P

yo people!
just now went out
JOGGING :)
went jogging with
gay partner and cicak>:D
so fun man!
hehehehx
me and cicak bully gay partner
cuz gay partner wanted to say sunday
then she go say slunday
isn't funny!!
hahahahahhahahahahahas
me and cicak keep laughing at her :)
hmmm....
gay partner went to watch movie with they all
then i never follow them cuz i no money:/
what to do...
no other choice so i never go..i think that is the perfect way
what to do :/
i born to be poor
haiz....
what to do my life mah :D
finish

love
uLfaH

Those who love deeply cannot age.

Lover versus father. Lover wins.

:) can i have this dance?

Monday, October 27, 2008

greeting people :)

monday sometimes is fun!
today i went out with ass partner and her brother together with my sister
we went to CENTRAL!
ahahhas i know it's very lame
after we finish shop shop,we went home
then suddenly rain -.-
...
we all ran like one crazy people
then ass partner small brother fell down
wakakakakakkas!
it was like so damn funnie lorh
he was shouting aaaaaaaaaaa
then he fell!
funnie right...
then when reach myhouse lift there,
we sat for a while coz of the tiredness
then in the meanwhile my sis and ass partner brother go to the otherside
then i and ass partner was like talking talking
then my sis go and shout
DOG! DOG!
her face was like shit man!
then they all quickly run leaving me alone up stairs
so bad right they all
then i go leave all my money upstairs
cuz i cannot take the money as it is very slippery
then i push the money then oso cannot
after that i quickly ran leaving the money behind
-..-"
after a while,we went upstair back
my whole body was like shivering cuz i scared
then nomore dog then ass partner and her bro quickly ran home
that my story for today

love
uLfaH

i know that looking back will make me laugh
but i dunno that looking back will make me cry..

Sunday, October 26, 2008

EIFFEL! I'M IN LOVE!!

Bonjour people :)
hhehehehhe!
currently chatting with nobody:) so fun!
yesterday when out..and comeback late night -.-
uess what!?
i meet aliff aziz, taufik batisah!!
so fun!!!
Aliff aziz was like so the tall lorh
while taufik batisah is cute ._.
hahahahs
i want him to be my boyfriend!!!!
WHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTT!!!

after the show finish,
went to find my uncle lori
then skali got one girl (a mother) fight in the public
what the happen man!
i got news that
the husband got another wife =.=
and already got 3 children
if i were to put myself in her shoe,
i will definitely will be angry, sad and feel very pain

to every girl out there: don't put too much hope and trust on the man cuz one day they will either hurt you or leave you one day

that's all for today :)
sayonara people:D

love
uLfaH

last time you love me last time you want me although theres no answer i didn't mean to ask you to leave now you have gone too far and now you have leave me forever... i regret of making you cried and let you choose another woman but i tried to let go of you every moment...

Saturday, October 25, 2008

this is nazrella

and this is my boyfren :)

hello my readers:)
i just wanna say that
SCHOOL HOLIDAYS SUX!!
haiyo!!!
i'm now craving for ice-kacang!!
nice;)
i want to eat until i full!!!
currently chatting with ass partner...
i'm so bored man
do nothing now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
anibody wanna ask me out?
anibody???
*sigh*
i'll upload some funnie pictures:)
i will gurantee you will laught...
hahhhahahahaahhahs

love
uLfaH

I gave you love
All you gave me was pretend
So now is the end..

Friday, October 24, 2008

Fly To Your Heart Lyrics:

Watch All The Flowers
Dance with the Wind
Listen to snowflakes
whisper your name

Feel all the wonder
Lifting your dreams
You can fly...

Fly to who you are
climb apon your star...
You believe you'll find your wings
Fly...! to your heart

Touch every rainbow
painting the sky
Look at the magic
Glide through your life

A Sprinkle of Pixie dust
Circles the night
You can Fly...

Fly To Who You are
Climb apon your Star
You Believe you'll find your wings
Fly...!!

:) this song is nice
i wanna be fairy tale...

BOO!
hello my readers...
currently chatting with as partner ^.^
so fun :D
chat long long want...
today go out with..huimin,carol and abby :)
ahahahahahs
have loads of fun man!
went there went here...
can go crazy already....
ahhahahahs
i feel like eating
SUSHI!!!!
who wanna go with me eat sushi :)
.....
oh ya!
i extend my hair!!
WHHOOOOTTT!!!!
but 1 only -.-
i wanna extend more!
like carol!
she extend
15 !
till here then

PEACE MAN!

love
uLfaH

Fly to who you are
climb upon your star...
You believe you'll find your wings
Fly to your heart
Touch every rainbow
painting the sky
Look at the magic
Glide through your life
A Sprinkle of Pixie dust
Circles the night
You can Fly...

Thursday, October 23, 2008

I'M GONNA MISS THEM :'(

*sight*
school holidays started man!
i'm gonna be crazy the whole of 2 months :'(
i will miss my fellow friend!
the one that i go crazy with my classmate
i'm gonna miss them for sure
trust my ownself..i am gonna miss my fellow classmates
..........................................
i wonder if i miss him anort :/
huimin!
i think i still got the feeling for him!
is like what the happen man!?!?!?!?
*sight*
what a feeling i have man
stoopid feeling :/
............................
aniway i pass my exam!!
WHOOOOOTTTTT!!!!!
i am so damn happy man!
imagine i only get 1 u grade
yeah man!!!
but...
will i regret of choosing d'n't instead of science?
i didn't know that i am the only girl inside my class that choose d'n't
is like what the happen lorh!
HOW!!!
is it too late to change?
can i manage to do it?
i really don't know :'((((((

love
uLfaH

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
I don't wanna talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you.

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

HORRAY!
gt our report book today :x
i pass all subject except for math -.-
i can confirm that half of my class fail the math test :)
hahahahahs
my mother tounge is 74!!! whooot!!!!
but that idiot is also 74....
i wonder if he lie or not...
hahahahahaha
aniway i'm bored
AGAIN!
WHAT THE HELL!!!!
AND TMR SCHOOL WILL BE CLOSE FOR 2 MONTHS!!!!! AWWWWWW NOOO MAN! >:'(

what's the problem with my life...
full of boredom is it?
i decide to forget him..and now i am forgetting him :D
isn't it wonderful!!!
hahhaahhahahs
i feel like going out today :(
ok set i will go out now!!!!!!!
and maybe i will back at around 6 +
"cool right?"(dun scold me kay if i say"ur" word)
ahahahhahahahs
till here then

love
uLfaH

The flowers are faded now
Along with you letters
They will never
See the light of day
Cus I'll never take them out
And there's no turning back
It's for the better
Baby I deserve
More than empty words and promises
I believed everything you said
And I gave you the best I had

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

yo people :)

school was supposed to be fun but it turn out to be bad *sigh*
got enrichment thing thingy think....
after school straight away meet abby boyfren(irritating!)
he is like damn irritating lorh >:(
then abby say ignore him:)
thnx abby ;)
then went to kfc
never eat there coz it's like so many people :x
nobody want to chat wit me:'(
so sad..they all talk talk then never talk to me
tmr got report book back (i think)
i'm damn scared...
till here then

loves
uLfaH

I looked away
then I look back at you,
You try to say
the things that you can't undo,
If I had my way
I'd never get over you,
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through.

this video is superb man!

Monday, October 20, 2008

currently chatting wift gay partner and ass partner

today got dance
yeah!!!!
i've been waiting for this man!
my dance instrutor says that around november have dance competition
ohhhhh1!!!!!!!
can't wait man
this coming saturday going out with carol and gay partner
can't wait man!
today i also going out to collect money with ass partner loh
hehehheheheheheh
if got many money then can go out with carol they all
:)
that's all

love
uLfaH

I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.

What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Sunday, October 19, 2008

*sight*
hey readers..

today is sunday and it's damn bored man-.-
nothing much to do..
yesterday i slept around 1+ in the morning!
my father the friends come to my house for "hari raya"
then after a while they went back home....
my family quickly watch the show (Exorcist the beginning)
is like what the hell lorh so scary
it's about the christian thing...
i didn't see much of the show coz i very scared
then about 12+
iqbal message..he tink what he very cute arh?
he go and sent me the ghost chain or wadever
summor in the middle of the night :x
i tell to myself not to be scared
coz i noe that i'm not alone and god will always be by my side
god almighty!
nothing much happen today at home or etc..
till here then
:)

love
UlfaH

It's not supposed to feel this way,
I need you, I need you
more and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way,
I need you, I need you, I need you,
tell me
are we still together
tell me
can we last forever
tell me..

Friday, October 17, 2008

i love white colour :D
i love green colour :D
green and white make a complete colour to me :)

try to see what i'm writting :D
love you people loads

okay people i'm updating okay!!!

i'm in love -..-
like wth lorh...i can't believe this man!!
somebody tell me why!!!!why!!!!why!!!!
okay i'm just being to lame i noe :p
ohh....
i'm sooo bored :/
okay let's talk about what happened today :)
today is soo fun :D
went to school in the morning with gay partner
we were late :x
and actually we kanna SUSPEN FROM CLASS!
this tina nenek larh so irritating
then after mdm neo come and say that
"mr lim let the sec2 people go because they got the talk right"
then we like "HORRAY"
ahhas
then after go class and all the teacher talk bullshit think
so sian lorh
then after that went home and change coz meeting asyraf at wcc
then after we reach alr then hidayu go find asyraf *so sweet right*>:D
after that we went to take bus! is like so lame lor
summore take 2 bus lerh
and my head go spinning and spinning...
after a while we reach his house
okay his house is like so quite
but i think my place there more quiet lorh
reach his lift there then he go and press the 30 floor
he tink wat he very handsome arh
but actuall his house is at 2 floor
he is just being too lame
then went into his house and eat
i can say that huishan eat the most
she take soososososososososo many lorh
like hungry ghostlike that
then this gay partner say full alr but then she still eat the nugget
waited for the boys to come
iqbal,qhay and hanafi
they were soo long man
and i was dump
coz i ask my mum and say that b4 5 i go home
i should say that b4 6 then i go home alamak
wasted bodo :/
but never mind still got next time :)
after that we went to take mrt queensway to clementi
and wala!
reach at the same time
yeah till here my friend!!

loves
uLfaH

hey man
tell me what were you thinking?
what the hell are you saying?
oh! come on now
STOP! and think all over again
tell me the answer that i want to hear

Monday, October 13, 2008

wassup wassup!!

hahahas
gay partner help me change my blogskins
THNX A LOADS GAY PARTNER:D

aniway
today gt dance
i cant wait to dance...
lalalalalalallals
wah!!
i can sure you all that this whole week is very busy
monday-dance
tuesday-drum practice,going out,
wednesday- nil
thursday-perfomance
friday-asyraf birthday party,edge concert

see see see!
very busy right -.-

yesterday
went to aunt place
talk talk then go home soooooo
tred

the end :D

love
uLfaH

Do you know what it's like
to feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
where you're the shining star
Even though it seems,
like it's to far away
I have to believe in myself,
it's the only way...

Sunday, October 12, 2008

2 MORE DAYS GIRL :D

hmm...
i and huimin going out this tuesday!!
i dunno the others going anort
i still thinking about extending my hair -.-
i heard so many stories says that ghost will come and watdever and ever
if i will i still dunno what colour to choose..
haiyo so lacey seh
yeah!
i gt one scary dream to share
but it's quite lame
i dream that huimin change into a bad girl -.-
i dream that she sits at wcc there,
then after that she wear eye liner so deep
then after that she smoke
then i quickly wake up
then i was like...........er...............
think funnie ah??
ahahahahs
i noe my dream like one shit like that
hahahahhas
that's all for today

love
uLfaH

In a moment, everything can change
Feel the wind on your shoulder
For a minute, all the world can wait
Let go of your yesterday

Can you hear it calling?
Can you feel it in your soul?
Can you trust this longing
And take control?

Saturday, October 11, 2008

currently chatting wift iqbal on msn

we were both talking about a7x concert
OMG!!!!
i wanna go sia
my favourit band!!
i didn't know that he also like the band group -.-
but the most important is
A7X ROCKZ MY WORLD OF MUSIC MAN!!!
i wanted to go to their concert :(
but not enough money
so sad:'(
i will miss the fun there!!
i want to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i want:'(
i want:'(
i want:'(
i want:'(

yesterday

we went to jalan raya
i swear it's a bit boring
i and hidayu went to met dheepan,asyraf and ali
at wcc
then the asyraf go scold me and hidayu say what why we all late
then i say lah "i purposely come late why got problem ah"
then he say"who asked you to come?"
then i say"my pasal lah cannot meh"
then hidayu face suddenly change
i feel veh sad seh
i scared she scold me for talking to asyraf
i god what i did wrong?
tell me and i hope to change my mistake:'(
then mit qhay,amri and iqbal
iqbal wear white shirt -.-
i wnated to wear first actually
but he said don't wear cuz he wearing
the arifah wear white shirt
tink funni :'(
i tried to forget him asap
:p
i have a message for bois >;D
BOYS SUCK!! >;D
that's all for today:D and yesterday:/

love
ulfah

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

currently chatting with dini in msn:)

let's talk about what happen today
today paper sucks! :p
i didn't do some of the question!
after school wanted to follow them to kfc at clementi but
daddy dun let me go :(
oh life is so sucks man!
after getting off the bus
went to the shop buy chocolates:D
went home after that
as you can see my life is very "sian"
oh... hw i wish i could have "freedom"
do this blog about 1 and a half hour
*huimin
sorrie hor huimin if i copied you blog style :(
that's all for today
:)

bored
uLfaH

Monday, October 6, 2008

yox people:)
today is science paper
wah! the paper so damn haed lorh(some)
after the science paper,went back home cuz need to go out:(
so can't follow them go queensway
aniway "he" came to school today
fuck him lah
hate his face>:'(
hmm...
i dunno whether i like him or nort
i'm opening a new book
a new book of my life
i'm gonna change
i wanna be good
i wanna listen to my both parents
i wanna study hard and reach till uni
:)
i hope i can change and be a better person in future
that's all for today:)

bye people

loves
uLfaH

Friday, October 3, 2008

today school was damn fun

we celebrated my best-of-fren belated birthday
well i saw his smiling face which make me slighly better
i see he wanted to cry maybe he is just want to cry out
and feel awkward..well who knows...

today "he" came :'(
haiz...
why must i like him!
why why why!!!!
huimin remember this morning?
we went to school talking about why why why?
life is full of question
and we have to find our own answer
why is there so much why?
why why why?!?!1?!!?!?!?!?!!?
why is love like this?
why is our emotions have for love?
why is live is full of pain?
why is can't we live in peace?
why is he have to do this?
why is he?
why is he and not somebody else?
why is he treated me like this?
why is my life not the same as i want
why is he doing this?
why is the world is full of WHY!!

oh lord
you are the peace.from you is the peace and you returns peace.
therefore,let us live,our lord,with the peace.
enter us in the paradise,the place of peace.
i seek protection in the light of your countenance,which illuminates the heavens and dispels darkness,and which controls all affairs in this worlds as well as hereafter.may it never be that i should incur your wrath,or that you should be wrathful to me.and there is no power nor resource,but your alone:'(

loves
ulfah