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Words from Before It's Too Late by Goo Goo Dolls.
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Currently listening to: Chapter Four-a7x
Saturday is so bored manx:( nothing much to do.Wanted to go see them play football but very malas..suppose to go movie-maroton but dunno lah..haiyo..wonder what you all are doin:/ in caese you all dunno, i'm rotting at home now..i wanna make i wanna bake i wanna go out!!! i live in a boredom life._. i wanna cut my hair lah..but must wait till daddy get paid then i can cut my hair. BFF and balbal birthday is coming..we had made a special suprises for them :D but it is still in progress .... so i hope for your co-operation ^^ i know i sound weird or should i say weirdo? well i'm from ufo what that's why i'm weird..hehehehe i oso dunno what i'm talking about :/ wth. I'M SICKBORED!
love
uLfaH.
Currently listening to: Delta Goodrem - Lost Without You.
SSchool was fun! hehehehehe! cuz i have a very wonderful time reading books. I love books man(which it is true). It's really touching you know. If i were him, i would ran away to whever i want to go. Okay! enough of the story books story. Cuzzy so bad mood today..hais...she make me no mood oso as i have some troble at home..blame them:( . Well, i didn't do much blogging cuz there's nothing to blog:( so better that don't need to post. heheheh. I just hit my vein and it's hurts. and now its swollen! ouch!! NOW is 12.08 midnight :o my body dosen't feel like lying on the bed. When i lay in bed,i will think all the nonsence things and the sad things.When i'm sad, then i will be sleeping:) hais. i don't think i will have the mood to write :(
love
uLfaH
(ps.will upload the pic instead)
Currently listening to:Rehab- Rihana
i've just finish doing my blog skins:( it's so sad lah i need about 1 hour to complete it D: itsn't it to like what the hell?..okay school was sleppy:/ many of my classmates sleeps -.-hate huishan! hate hate hate hate hate :D
love uLfaH
TODAY SCHOOL ROCKS TO THE CORE!!!
hahahahhahahhs
today school was damn fun manx! currently talking to this 2 irritating people.hahahhahs just a short post. HELLO AND BYE BYE
currently listening to: Stuck With Each Other-Shontelle ft.Akon
This sec, i don't feel like posting or blog anymore..i'm confused and lost. I'm worried,scared and sad.why it has to be this way? why it has all this situation that i wouldn't want it to be.i tried my best but all it turns out to be bad.really really bad.I feel like running away. be invisiable so that nobody can see me.Sometimes,when i think back,it feel like im no one,a loner. Why has the world become so bad to me? i wouldn't want to have this kind of life but i have to. That's why, in my own dictionary there's no such word as life..i've been keeping this thing for like almost a year. My heart can't take it anymore. i'm helpless. vey very helpless. no listening ear.no one understand me.no one cares for me. i feel so sad:( please give me the key to survive.please don't leave me..
currenlty listening to: Westlife-my Love
okay...today school is as usual. But i hate..super hate huishan:( even though she is like ok abit but she is still my hattest friends! >:( she scold me for nothing! cuz the grapes thing was like at her bag and she suddenly go throw it at me when i was eating and enjoyimg my food, then she suddenly throw it at me..tell me who is not angry? she like..fuck.. aiyer! hate her face damn millions timesxxxxxxxxxxxx:( dun wan to see her stoopid face larh! nabe..after school when to meet huimin at wcp. and eat. huishan just called me or dunno whoever RACIES leh! mother fucker lah her! i really hate her leh! hate her to the core..with that stoopid face and smelly breath...arh! damn it she is like wth larh! then i just go off like that cuz i can't stand to look at her face.after tha cuzzy went to my home:D we had a very nice and long chat right cuzzie ^^...i just realise that my leg kena bite 6 pace of sarenya bite:'( it's so BIG :'((((( ....ahhhh huishan i HATE YOU ALOT! _I_
love
uLFah
they've change.. i want the old them cuz i miss them very much..i don't like the new them:'(
currently listening to: rehab-rihanna ft justin timberlake
gf's here's the picture that we took that time with the sotong no2:D sotong no 2,i hope you enjoy having some crazy period session with us ;D..today school was quite okay BUT the atmosphere is sux-.- ..when afteernoon came it was damn hot! veh veh hot until you can't imagine it:/ (not that hot) i find cme is rather bored last time,it's not like this manx:( BUT as long as have the dance thing,i'm happy like ever :D ehehehehe:) i wanna help people now:( i feel like helping the old people to fix their house all i mean like charity like that:( okay till here:)
love
uLfaH
currently listening to:mad-neyo
i'm at home now:( i'm so sick..yesterday tempreature was 38.0 *shocked..yesterday,my head was like wanna burn out already,i dunno what happen..then today when i woke up,my tempreature was 37.4..it really drop down alot:) cuz i listen to mama to eat medicine..now my left side of the heart is aching..have to go check-up cuz scared anything happen to me:x. Wonder what happen in the school:(. Bff message me saying that they CHANGE STORY! damn it.i can't belive i'm sick today and never go school:( ..maybe ltr metting them up under my block:) i'm so missing them manx!!! till here then:)
love
uLfaH
To my dearest bff:
Remember those time we used to come school late?And we always get scolded by teacher?We two will always plan things for our suber-duper class:D...I know you for like 3 years,as far as i know,you are a very strong girl that i have met.You ignored people who make fun of and all those unkind words that they say about you.You make my life happy and always laugh alot,we make all those stoopid faces and laugh at each other's face:) i really really love your strongness in yourself.For me,you are best of the besties i have ever had, i swear. I know, from the face of yours,you tried not to cry, but deep inside your heart you are crying.You must always remember that all your gf's,friends and even your god are always beside you,listening to every of your problems.I may not be 1 of your good listening-ear but i try to listen and try to solve it,coz i want you too be happy like everybody else,BUT,you must always always knows that we are always beside you.You can message me anytime or call me when you need someone to talked to, and i will talked to over the midnight listening to all your problems.Be your best best best friend.
Why are you striving, In these days?
Why are you trying, To earn grace?
Why are you crying?, Let me lift up your face
Just don't turn away
Cause I'll be by your side, wherever you fall
In dead of night, whenever you fall
And please don't fight these hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you forever and ever.
PLEASE BE HAPPY AND TELL ME ALL YOUR PROMBLEMS:)
LOTS OF LOVE TO MY DEAREST BFF:
..uLfaH..
currently listening to: miss independant-ne yo
:)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME TODAY~~~~
i'm 5th teen now:( have to be more matured :'( but trust me,i not yet matured cuz i still fool around and play childish game like a child;) sometimes is fun to be young forever. will update more tmr:) too happy:D
love
uLfaH
currently listening to: that's not my name-The Ting Ting
school was fun and i have a suber-duper unforgetable birthday! i love you all manx espically my gf's! i love them tons! like nobody ever love you all! i swear i love you all :D
to my fellow gf's:
first of all i wanna thnx your all for making this birthday suprise:) this is the best gift i have ever had! even thought we are just gf's i really really appericiate it alot! i like treat you like my own family!! and huimin thnx for the birthday gift's alot of thnx! (you know what i mean) ....anyway i really really like to say a big thank to you all:) i love gf's forever and always! and i promise to your all that there will be no secret:) i will always tell your all what happened and i will not avoid your asking and always tell you the truth.... i wish that our friendship will be staying forever and ever! AND...1 FOR ALL,ALL FOR ONE!!!!
currenlty listening to:
okay! 2 more day to birtday to me :o i am like so not feeling happy:( but i think i'mma gonna get an unforgettable birthday! *praying to god* anyway amer i know it's you who wrote those comments's right? :) hahahahahs i know it's you and thnx for the birthday wishes:DDDDD next time i must bring my alien friend to sing with you leh amer! dhen it will become a perfect birthday song :D aahahahahahahahs...school was fine BUT something was fishy >:/ .... i heard qhay say hanafi something something don't know leh..i don't wish to go to school sey tmr:( i scared sia..pe gt baton running-.- teacher think funny? i was like no breath to run sia:'( hahahahahhashhshshsahshashah aiyoooooo.....
love
uLfaH
currently listening to: suria hatiku-taufik batisah
hello! class is like sticker freak today:( i'm lost and confused of something..something that i don't know-.- FEBRUARY is like the worst feeling for me manx:( honestly lor...school ended was quite late a little (i think) then bused down to wcp to buy bubble tea and head to the west coast foodcourt to eat..after that when back to wcp to walk walk..then skali hidayu find her "mr right" hahahas while we were walking pass a group of boys,some of the boys says "lawar" to hidayu..i didn't hear cuz i was like listening to huishan's mp3 loudly just to wipe off my stress and be happy:) hidayu face was like :o hahahahhahhs trust me you will laugh when your all see her face manx:) hahahas i wanna sleep alr:)
yoodles
love:
uLfaH
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school was bored as usual-.- ebs is worst if we're in school time but FUN when after school! teacher kannina was suber duper fun :D we disturb kannina and took picture of him~.~ hehehehe hahahaah huhuhu vely fun leh!!! BUT:( i really have no mood when it comes to afetr school WHEN we left the school...i seriously don't feel exicited when it comes to my birthday:( "honestly" i almost forget that this saturday is my birthday!!! 3 more day....3 MORE DAY!!!!.........i like no soul sia...oh my soul where you go ah!!!??? come find me!!!..i wanna have feelings too i don't wanna be alien ah!ahahahha you may find like veh scary and crazy :D
love:uLfaH
THIS IS WHAT I WILL DO WHEN I'M SAD!
PRESENTING THE THREE BITHCES DEMONN:D
(L) ULFAH;)
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today school sux:( i hate school manx-.- after school walked to city vibe and bought food huimin,abby and huishan bought ljs while i and hidayu bought nasi ayam:D it's been a long time since i ate nasi ayam..but i really really wanna eat laksa sia:( craving it form last week sia:'( after that went to fetch her:/ she make me blow manx! like what the hell..i shall not confess it here since i don't want everybody to know..gf's i know you all try to make me feel better but it just make me feel even more sadder..i really very sad cuz of something but i don't wanna tell you all..i just think that i dun wan to tell you all bout it..sorry gf's
love
uLfaH
currently listening to: white horse-taylor swift
Sunday is today:( hate it..suppose to go out and eat but lazy:/ okays i have just finish changing my blogskins:D i like this skin alot so i decided to changed it..and and i even put a taggy so that people can taggy me! muahahahhahs...i feel so....HAPPY now adays:) i oso dunno why! ahhahahas..i really can't wait to go to school tmr:D see all my fellow friends joke with them all..staying at home really is driving me crazy...i'm like so stress manx!!! SERIOUSLY! as i was viewing some picture from the **** i found some old old photo and some unglam photo :} i'll post it ltr hahhaahhahhs prepare to laugh and scold me gf's :D
love
uLfaH
dear god.
currently listening to: you found me-the fray
hello..today is weekend so nothing much to.my birthday is coming yet i didn't feel anything:( not as happy as other years ago:( im like not a happy girl anymore..i'm like always sad i want to be happy like everybody does..guess i'm born not to be a happy girl:( ...i sound like so emo:/ ahahahahhas..i really really can't wait to go www leh!!! i'm like screaming on my top of the voice..hmm...i after go www maybe should go eat and take many many pichas:o but my camera cannot work-.-..never mind and ask buddy to take photo!..i hope my birthday will be a unforgetable birthday:} i'm now so stress like crazy people..have to finish dnt teary study math and english:( i need to buckup manx! my english is like getting from good to WORST! oh. ulfah wake up don't ever say that your'e tired of studying . but i like seriously cannot open my eys big big just to understand what gary lim is teaching i feel like my english worst like shit i hate to say this but i prefer mdm focus teaching then mdm nisah(nisa?). i seriously have to buckup on my work...
L.O.V.E
uLfaH...
currently listening to:i hate this part-pcd
okay!
this computer is like sot-sot ._. CRAZY COMPUTER!
had math and eng test today! i can really say that my math sux :x suber-duper sux! hahahahhas but i don't think i can pass my test(math). aiyoyo what to do:( then had recess and eat with shushu lim:D ahahahahhas talked and laughed with him. "he can be dirty minded sia" naughty naghty shushu lim >:) after recess is dnt._. as usual bully,bully,bully never mind i will take revenge with brownie and black! muahahahahhaha >:D then off to sp for some dumb performance-.- SERIOUSLY!eat and laugh and went off to home
love uLfaH..
currently listening to:Hate that i love you so-rihanna feat chris brown
school is so fuck today! something idot thing happen that made me so mad! very very mad>:/
i really really wanna box her face leh! idiot
this days i feel that i'm soo sad:( dunno what happen cannot find the answer *sigh
today i let down my bangs! nobody say bout mai hair:)
but
cpa time this alien say that my hair very funny -.-
this alien is like so mean lor! tink what very cute arh! box the face.__.
then skali when i wanna go home, this brownie go say what i copy huimin hair:'(
CANNOT MEAH BROWNIE! YOU JEALOUS RIGHT? JEALOUS THEN SAY LARH :P
aaaaaaaaaahahahahhahahah
the whole january i didn't go out with gf's i feel so awkward:(
girls i hope you all know why i seldom go out with you all,i know you all understand me:)
(L)
love
uLfaH
heylo *alien sign
computer today sot-sot like pig :(
computer cannot workkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!! bloddy kuku lorh
but al least can update my blog*big smile.. if not hor my blog will be dead -.-
:D
school is quite boring and the atmosphere was quite sleepy.. my eyes went slowly slowly close
but i managed to sleep awhile only :( not fair stoopid teacher larh! kaninna bey!
i really can't wait for my birthday manx! * biggest smile of all
we're going tooo WWW!!! (WILD WILD WET)
ahahahahahahhaahhahahahha*laugh
wild wild wet here i commmemeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!
mother larh this computer:'( i reallyyy very sad lo!!!!
very very very very very very very very very very very very sadddddddd :'(((((((
love
uLfaH
i hate this computer:(
he-he-he
today school was subber- dupper- fab manx!
aahahahahhas
first period was math but gary lim never come so we had a preety good laughing and talking
then it was ebs i was like wanted to sleep manx:( sleepy eyes
recess was next:)
talked bout my birthday going to wild wild wet! i was like so happy manx *big big smile
ahahahahs:)
i'm like damn freakin happy now lor :)
after recces was dnt :(
as usual being bullied by them :'( *sigh wat to do the boys like that mah
then it was mt was quite bored duh.
then eng!
englist lesson,everybody was like damn crazy manx!
shout there shout here!
it was like so chaos lor like fish market place like that!
ahahahahahhahahahs
but it was fun but sometimes we can get stress with the noise :)
but overall i like it if not right i will sleep
ahahahahaahhas
love
uLfaH
sorry;
today i sleep alot manx : x
hhahahahahhas
nothing to do mah then sleep lor
suppose to go but indeed we are all lazy to go out :)
theres not much to update alr
since theres not much "accident" happen -.-
i find it evry single day, life is so bored
i want some fun manx :(
love
uLfaH
every single day i dream,
today,yesterday and tomorrow
i had always lie with my feelings,
seems that i cannot just forget you day by day
indeed i dream of you every single day
the smile on your face...