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Words from Before It's Too Late by Goo Goo Dolls.
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I Hate You.
I'll try to forget you but I can't
My hearts had been stabbed and stabbed
when I see you with other girls
Laughing and smiling without you realizing that I still love you.
Labels: I love you
I'm back to blogging after 5 days.I found out that many things happen within this 5 days.I feel quite ok after talking to bestfriend on the phone.Thnxs bestfriend.Hais.I've been in deep deep thoughts just now.My head spins and always think the negative things:/ Often right, people that are the most vibrant, energetic, and open people are the ones most plagues by loneliness.
Everyone expects them to be busy and active and social, so they get overlooked or forgot about through assumptions.I feel that it was me:(I'm very very tired of all this fighting.I just want this things to end as fast as it can.Maybe, I can never be the one you most wanted as like before,I know i changed, i know.
uoy ekam em deirc,
uoy ekam em etsaw ym sraet tsuj rof uoy,
ll"I reven tegrof siht ssenrettib!
uoy nac etah em rof lla I erac.
Singapore Next Top Model.
The "Prawn" King
:)
Dheepan prawn!
Love them uh!
*evil smile Censored!
Another Censored smile:D
PS: Some photo are censored. Thank you.
Labels: Everytime i think of you.
hahahaha! i'll end here.
Labels: Falling apart.
(walking walking and collecting money from people)
kari spotted 1 bangala
kari:eh money >:/
the bangala: (runs away from her)
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA but where ever it is, its very very funny! I love you la KARI:D
HUIMIN MAKE ME JELOUS MANX:( I WANT THAT PHONE TOO..HUMPP:/
Hello:D im now at home doin nothin! hehehe very boling le at home not much to hais.. me and huimin plan dun come school today:D I wonder what she's doing? slepping? play computer.. and i wonder what they are doing at school? half dead i think:D who ask them to bang sei us:p Tmr flag day bullshit la-.- haissss.........So many question!!!
Nothing todo at school leh and half of the class never come:/
I like dun wan to come school forever sial!
hais...Problems here and there and it's still never end.wtfz. Renuka and huimin siting beside me ^^ And asyraf voice like one mad boy! Both wahab and yong...Many people is doing their own things and i feel like im being random..zzz...Renuka and huimin ah shoutuing across my ear-.- bloody cool friends kay/m\:D I'll update more when im home:]]
Love all my friends and the rockz manx! bloddy rock /m\
Labels: I dun know what to do.
Labels: I still love you but i hate you
Why must this all be happening?Nobody will know.
Im walking on the straight path,
wind breeze thru my body as i continue walking,
memories flash back like a sudden flash,
sad,happy,hate and love
I saw a red rose lying on the floor
with all the petals dropping,
as i pick it up,
two tall doors was seen,suddenly,
my heart pumps faster as i touch the cold doorknob
I tried my best to choose the best memories behind those doors
but
I choose the wrong doors where i struggle alone with dark holes inside.
i miss ashley:(
am i a victim
I'd rather know
tonight,
I'm blinded
i try i tried,
is this the way,
is this the way it ends.
Labels: I hate you.
So, mummy and daddy are back! Omg! so many things will happen :( . I have th feelings. Please everybody be happy.
Dini, dinah and Iqbal- Korang kene happy happy tau.Jgn sad sad uh.Kalau korang sad aku pon sad tau.Aku tk suke tengok korang sad sad cam gyni:( Kalau anything happen, just talk to me or i will call you.. Please happy happy kay:D I love you alll lotzzzzzz:)
I don give a damn!
Mummy,daddy when are you coming back:c Haven even 1 day i miss you two already! Please comeback faster.I want to hug you.Life has been wrong these days and this few weeks,i have many question inside my head.maybe 1 day i will find the answers to my question.Had a sleepover at my cousin house.Damn funny la they all! HAHAH! i love you man:D
I don't know what to update:(. Today test is damn difficult. I think i will only get ....16? 17? /1oo :o. Shocking huh?I don't know what to alr.Tmr is ebs test i don't really think i can do it this year:'(
I love the way you are, not the one you wish to be.
I miss you
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear
Every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
Today is my worst day of my life-.-.I'm kindda mad just now.Blame it all to the boys,such a nuisance.When to clementi height to celebrate dinah's birthday.She seems to have fun all the day:D.But, my stomach felt very upset since i eat the cake.Taste so awful,honestly.So,played around like crazy,throw cake here and there is like so the crazy as if we got a cake bashing party! HAHA.My school shirt is full of smelly cake.Then we slacked for awhile and dini suddenly realised that she lost her phone.Went back to the place where she last go and nowhere tobe found.Went straight back to clementi height.Dini cried and i try to comfort her.All the boys accused me of taking her phone.I'm hurt by hearing all that.Then i tried to comfort her again.The people there also try to comfort her by hugging her and she don't like it.I tried to stop them instead of hearing my sentence,they scold me! CHIBAI! i really cannot tahan lah, please.I just walk off like fuck! I sat downstairs instead of upstairs.They come and find me saying that she want me=.= and i left my cheeseburger there because of angryness and ignored them.so, bla bla bla...I'm lazy to type down all the thing happen! make me so piss off by that!
Oh ya:( i'm sooo angry with myself cuz i've done very very badly for my both papers>:'( bloddy me!
I miss camp badly:(. So fun leh but dun have camp already lor.I want to camp siaaaa! i hearts the fright night where i cry and scream! LOL vely th funny;)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU DINAH:D
jgn sad sad tau awk kene happy,just remember yang kite org ade by ur side sentiase:D
LOVE YOU ALWAYS
I feel so sick today.My head suddenly spinning like crazy.My body aches like nobody bisnuss.And i can't breath well:(. Guess i'll just take my medcine and everything will be fine.Studied math just now. Gosh.My head become more and more painful and took a short nap. Mother wake me up.Told me wheter i'm gonna fetch my sis anot and i sad no cuz my head is spinning like hell crazy.I sleep around 2 and woke up around 5.I'm like pig:8/.When to ahma house and talked crap and laughed like crazy:D. Aww, tmr gt study:( i don't feel well and i can't do anything:((. Monday is math test:o i don't feel like doing it either! shit! why is it happening? My mum told me i'm under alot of stress:/ she told me maybe after exam shall go out of the country and relax my mind:( thnx mummy you understands me.I feel so blessed:')
I wonder when will it happen? I have been waiting for you. You didn't realised it. I'll just wait for you and i know one day you will come back to me.But if it took years and years, i don't think i'll be waiting for you as it took long for you to realised it.And if you ask me for another chance,i don't think i'll be letting you have that chance cuz i know you once loved me.If you ask me to wait for you and you told me you're getting married, i will smile for you but i can't stop crying as it really hurt deep inside.And if you ask me to marry you i might have to think about cuz i can't deny my feelings for you.I really love you. I'll wait until you're mine.